Uğur-E
yorgun düştü ellerim sanki kalemim kırıldı
karanlıklardayım bu ben yaşamaktan sıkıldı
karanlık bir yerdeyim yolun sonu yoktu
yalnızım artık bahçemdeki güllerim soldu
yokum artık benliğim yalanlarla boğuldu

yorgun düştü ellerim sanki kalemim kırıldı
karanlıklardayım bu ben yaşamaktan sıkıldı
karanlık bir yerdeyim yolunmun sonu yoktu
yalnızım artık bahçemdeki güllerim soldu
yokum artık benliğim yalanlarla boğuldu

darda bu gönlüm ağladı her gece
yıkılan umutlarıma sarıldım ben seszizce
biliyorum gecen günlerim gelmez geriye
hep sustu anam nefret doldu bedenime
düşündüm kendi kendime sewdiklerim nerede
dipsiz kuyuları aştım sanmıştım yanılmışım
gülmeyi unuttum 18 senede bakışım
rüyalara kanmıştım yalanlarla şavaştım
tek tesellim kalemim bunu ben anladım
unuttum geçmişi artık bağrıma taş basmıştım
parlayan yıldızım vardı onu takip ettim
yolun sonunda ne vardı herzaman merak ettim
ulaşamadım sonuna bak sana fertat ettim
kendimi kaybettim gecen günlerim ölü gibiydi
günlerim eskisi gibi değil ben silinmişim
baksana gözlerime kin ve nefret doludur
unutmuşum gülmeyi biliyorum hayat zordu
sensilik içinde kaldıben artık yalnızım
RAP benim hayatım bunu sonradan öğrendim
defterim ve kalemim sizlersiz ben neyleyim

yorgun düştü ellerim sanki kalemim kırıldı
karanlıklardayım bu ben yaşamaktan sıkıldı
karanlık bir yerdeyim yolun sonu yoktu
yalnızım artık bahçemdeki güllerim soldu
yokum artık benliğim yalanlarla boğuldu

yorgun düştü ellerim sanki kalemim kırıldı
karanlıklardayım bu ben yaşamaktan sıkıldı
karanlık bir yerdeyim yolun sonu yoktu
yalnızım artık bahçemdeki güllerim soldu
yokum artık benliğim yalanlarla boğuldu

hergece girdi rüyalarima
senden kalan ezet,tuz oldu bu yarama
sözlerine kapaldim yazdim seni kanima
gitdin gideli yaniyor yüreyim
anla anlamasizca ne icler actin basima
ben seni cok seviyorum aslinda
aklimi kaciriyorum cinnet askamlarinda
yar deyip aldin her aldimda da
hasret rekor gibi düser bagrima
kac kere kiymak istedim kendi canima
bu aksam yine sezizlik düstü icime
gözlerin doldu yüreyimde ceklimez oldu
hasretim beddelimde agladim anilara sezcizce
senzis kecen her günüm sanki bir isgence
sabir kalmadi hartik bende
üzünler vurdu basima yine askin
mekan kurmus yalan günümde
garip kalirsin gitdin yerlerde
aslanmasin benim gibi sevene
ölüm ver allahim ayrilik verme

vasgecmisti hani sen benden
neden döndün simdi neden
tam alisirken senisizliye geldin yine
bu dünya senziz durmuz dönmüyor sanki

baksana su gönlüme
senziz bombos duruyor
hani nerdesin simdi
kadere inanma (2x)

dinle beni bebeyim
senziz bu can neye yarar
bu kalp seni hic untutmadu untutmayacak
sen benim icimde hic dükenmedin
hala cimde bir acim var
simdi seni kim sarar
gözlerine kim bakar
snei benim kadar kim sever
hangi kalp senin acini ceker
geri dön söyle bana
bu kalp seni nasil affeder
ask mi kasanar yoksa yürke mi kaybeder….

Hasret göz yaslarinla kendimi avutamam
dönerim dersin ama,kadere inanmam
baksana su gönlüme
senziz bombos duruyor.

[Verse 2]
Cameras for the crips, like gifts for the thieves
When he’s only fifteen and got a tip from his seeds
So whats kid gonna read, when clips is magazines?
When god drowns we;re surrounded by fags and fiends
Rapping teen actors on the magic screen
Lies for halftime, why’s he laughin’ at me?
Let the smoke flow out through his platic speech
Patching dream jobs for slaves, saving half the fee
Hack the feet off, at the khaki cuff
Need batteries for windows, ’cause reality sucks
Half to give up something right?
The library’s sold, meet us on the ones and twos in binary code
Hypnotize my mind, is it time to explode?
Is my spine a remote, or am I in control?
As I portray this wisdom image actor see
But why’s this plastic thing, pointed back at me
Pointed back at me (pointed back at me)

Stacked like a brick shit house, the louse that hates
On the shortest route to doubt for clout on an out and out to bait you
Shapes youth and euthanates truth do for take two
Soon as Pfizer breaks through she swoops her prey, elusive ain’t who
Just do it, flew into two traders, it’s today’s news
Right behind her back, gravity’s angel, with a great view
See she’s a true novice, (novus), ordo seclurum
See a skewed vote is just more dough to secure em
To a view broken and short rope to lure them
To a lewd token choking fool, blue for no insurance, boat cruise ignore the current
Divorce court adjourned with Gomorrah burnin
Squirmin like a whore in church, service to her person, worship through her purse width
Perfume fumes and vermin, loop de loop nooses drew in cursive
But why’s she cursin
Starts with lie (li) ends in birdie (berty) fly, a little worm told me it’s perverted
Give me your huddled masses backs so we can crack with burden
I once was asked how to make liberty’s idol stand for eons
She’d brandish a torch with no light on some stolen land she peed on
At the base it’d be a rat race poem for her to rest her feet on
The whole world stirred green with envy like that sheet she dons
I once was asked how to make liberty’s idol last for centuries
I know, shape her out of pennies, paint her green with envy
She’ll be standing with her back turned, burning, smirkin towards her enemies
She’d better be hollow from head to toe, with horns beamin out respectively

Don’t you love it when I hate you and choke your brain
You know it’s hip hop cause I spelled it wrong
Naw, glam glitter bitches hit the road to fame
Game’s spinnin in a circle till it’s loced insane
Flawed thought walked in the middle of the talked bought brought
Brang and taught as auction block
Nauseous slop
The marquee spot
The coffee’s hot
The offer’s not
The faulty top
In tangy malty froth
Come to salt these crops
Bobby socks change to Barbie stocks
With the stop dot dot dot dot plus go to commercial
Your work load fold, don’t you turn the dial
Run a mile in a circle, unlearn a child
What you earn when you burn into ashes in urns
With the dirty cash, smirkin murder smile
That’s when the party stops
In the Audi ox
Plus the blazin hot Bacardi stocks
Marky Mark rock the same chop block
(Way back in the day?)
Don’t you hate it when I love you and probe your dreams
You know it’s hip hop when it’s out for self
Singing double thinking time
Slingin choking screams
Going once going twice
Oh, it’s sold for cream
Sing along with the pawns of the broken king
Seen the check comin, runnin, then he sold his queen
To the piece with it’s claws in the golden screen
Think long, think wrong, what the vultures teach
Floatin thousand dollar liquor, while your culture sinks
Beep beep in the jeep, why you focusing?
I never ever let you roaches see the lotus leaf
Who freed you from the mold so your soul can sing?
I showed you wealth, in a way, it’s what you owe to me
If you leave now, please, now it’s only me
Don’t release that remote, where you going, B?
All alone I can’t control my control machine
I thought you loved it when I hated you and sold you things
Don’t leave me dog, I need you like this golden bling
Like a hole in the dome, and a phone in the jet
and a step to the edge, till I know you bleed

I got rims on the yacht
Spinners on the watch
Trigger on the cops
Dinner on the moon
Been around the world in a pearl balloon
saloon stocked, on the rocks, and you heard the tune

2x
Every penny I made I always brought straight to you
My thoughts never strayed, I stopped shaving it’s proof

(Verse 2)
If I can’t have you girl consider this the suicide note
I miss your mind games ever since you and I broke
At time you made it hard to breath hard to see the end
Please one more chance I’ll never let you slip through my hands again
I always showed your seeds love
You were never charmed
How’s it better this way, with an empty set of arms?
I know we said we had to let the air clear a few days
I thought I knew life, well then along you came
But now it’s too late
You were always more then just a friend to me
You’ve occupied everything in my short term memory
Sure there’s other fish in the sea
You snagged the line
Corny but cold in this empty sack of mine

2x
My friends ain’t seen you, said I should let it be
But yo girl you’ll probably be the death of me

You’re my source of inspiration, did I pass my limit?
We used to light an incense, we’d snap in the kitchen
Following our instincts with whipped cream in the dark
The chemistry between us when shit seems to get hard
We used to cut class to chill, we’d get alone I’d choke
Spittin’ shit I wrote for you, not just blowin’ smoke
No other will effect me in the same place that you touched
Sometimes I wish my friends would’ve never introduced us
You give me goosebumbs, but the truth is I love it
Sometimes too much to take, we used to do it in public
On the train in front of other people she never seemed to care
Where we was going ’cause sweet love was in the air

But man it might change us to stay
Straight line ‘em up and shoot ‘em when they cued ‘em for fame
It’s the same unnamed shooters, through the hoop with the flames
Saying truth is the rain, remain luminous and true to this or lose it in vain
Computer Judas rather view it through the tube in his brain
Supersized, eyes swollen open, two to a cage
Mother funded dungeons, running on punishment budgets
Someone’s up to something
Govern it, two to a plane for fame, sing it again, a cell
Scream it, a gain, a name
Losin it paid us well
Keep it the same and bang
Claimin the realest real
To reel in your favorite slave
Peeling the seal revealed for real
His name remains the purest
See the trees for the forest
Born to be the force of meteors or screamin it towards us
They’d sort us off in sections
There deception ignores us
To sort us to the new world
Or new world orders
For motherfuckers that would maim us to prey
Aim and pay ‘em off as senators
The predators bait
Fate inevites the snake
Like, whatevers your flav
Pay the rent for your president
We’re peasants or slaves
Which is better?
Richest debtors get a whip whipped instead of a say
Let it fix itself, while dangling from venomous fangs
Your name is sediment
The bestest threats to get you to break
To make the exodus from genocide
The letters we paint

But brothers would it kill us to change from vain
jiggy, diddy, viddy what you give me to up jump the boogie
But man it might change us to stay the same shitty
gritty, cities hittin kiddies with fronts, stunts, and hoodies
Sissies with a name and claim to fame
woody looking goody, it’s all boogie to beat beat beat
With deceit seat seeded and conceit’s teeth gleamin
the truth gets diluted to me me me

Dear weeping Ruby, tears streaking cheek bones
He moans, he remembers everything, singin three feet of sea foam
It’s getting deeper Ruby, we failed you as your brothers
Your genesis was a whisper
But exodus like thunder
And ever since the summer I died
I’ve been under high tide
I can’t take it no more
This pain wading my time
I’m weighing me down, dear Ruby
Would you mind if I hang around
Dear truly
Would you mind if I stayed and drowned
Red Ruby
Would you hate it if I painted out loud
Dear truly

Pain staking His palms He can make it along
But can’t make it alone
There’s strangers playin your song
Can’t wait for that long, in Yah’s cradling arms
The Creator of all, imperfect Ruby

I sing of that harvest
I sing of that breeze
And stingin footprints and fingernails
And deep inhale this sleep
I must admit though
When it flips snow
Rain or hail I tweek
It’s the bad knees in the jealous rebel in you telling you that it’s me
I sing of that harvest
I sing of that breeze
And stinging footprints and fingernails
And deep inhale this sleep
I must admit though
When it flips snow
Rain or hail I tweek
It’s the bad knees in the jealous rebel in me telling me that it’s me

I seen it all the saw sings
The carpenter’s not real
I led my teeth along your long desert
And measured what I can steal
Saw nothing of worth
Some furniture along the way I guess I shaped
Stainless orphan he said
I’m the dust this table must be my name
Stained glass hand grooves in the handle
Man I seen it all I mean it
Ask any handsaw that’s a handsaw
Man naw I leave paintbrushes bleedin
Busy describing what I’m a paint when I’m a paint but why am I painting�
I’m table oasis with no places left set to eat at
Ego clinks his teeth on his shovel
Hand me to me to reap the feedback
Right as rusty nails slightly tapped rings peels of lightning see that’s
The problem�
He’s a plumber and of no use to the screwy nails
Pretending he’s pretending he’s pretending
Jesus coming gunnin demons runnin ummin to see the Son at summit
Feedin this greedy media beast sleepin with these youngins in it’s stomach
Turns mine signed turn mime now it’s gimmicks in his mic check
Ripping nothing on purpose
To purpose this image in our likeness
Like like
I guess these little rich bitches must think we like stress
Right right
From fondulac to Iraq and back it’s life’s test
and life’s ledge and red lights and dead mice and what nike says
And trife heads and meth pipes white dreads and at life’s ledge
We read it right they wrote it wrong
And left all of these mics dead
Couldn’t see the writing on the wall
Through all the ballers at the hype fest
Spittin eat drink be merry dog cause tomorrow your life ends
And it’s as real as that solo serpent
Rollin for dough low in his nice benz